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07-05-2010 1:19 PM -- By: shianne graves, From:
Hi lauren. Hope you had a good fourth up there. You probably got to see every single firework. I miss you girl. Everyone misses you. Rest easy. Love you.
07-05-2010 12:49 PM -- By: Alan, From: Left behind
I left a message here in March, on what would have been your 18th birthday here on earth. It's now, your 2nd angelversary. I know that your family was "numb" as they had to deal with your death the first year. On the 2nd year.......the numbness is wearing off; but, the missing and longing for you never ceases. They have accepted the fact that you are no longer coming back.
As they enter the 3rd year; it will mirror the 2nd. No difference. The hurt and pain will subside a little. They will look at the many pictures of you and still cry. They will struggle to remember your voice. They will play videos of you to remember. They replay the thoughts of you in their head over and over; feeling guilty as they get harder and harder to remember. But, then there will be days where they will still double over in grief as it all comes back as if it happened just last week.......I know.......I just acknowledged my son's 3rd angelversary in May.
I grieve with your parents as they continue to live with your death. I know that it is the hardest thing that they will have to live with in their lives. Nothing causes a greater pain in life than to lose a child. I lost my only child; but, it doesn't matter if I had 15. Each child is special and has their own personality and is loved differently than the other.
On this day and everyday.......you are remembered, Lauren, by those that loved you and knew you and by those that have read your memorial site here and have grown to know you.
Keeping the memory alive of our children is all that we can do for them now.......
With only memories left of our children.......
07-05-2010 11:34 AM -- By: Myra, From:
May you have warm and loving memories of Sweet Lauren on her second anniversary in heaven.
07-05-2010 3:08 AM -- By: Mom, From:
I can't believe it has been 2 years. I've wished so many times that it was different but everyday I wake up and you're not here. I say a prayer for you and for me but mostly, nothing takes away the awful emptiness & sadness. This year has been pretty hard, I feel the pain, there's no numbness anymore. I wonder how much you would have changed and where you'd be going to college. I still have no answers and many questions of why it had to be. I wish I could know or have the faith enough to believe that you're ok and free to experience great things we cannot begin to imagine. As i've said before I will keep praying. I Love You my Dolly & Miss You so much!!!
07-05-2010 12:33 AM -- By: Helene, KristasMom4ever, From: Pennsylvania
(((Lee))) Thinking of you and your sweet Lauren today. What a beautiful young lady she is. This website you created is such a wonderful tribute to her. Keeping all of you in my prayers.
06-06-2010 12:00 AM -- By: Mom, From:
I Love & Miss You Lauren Renee
06-04-2010 8:14 PM -- By: ohn, From: Grand Rapids
Hi Lee Ann-
Deb sent me the link to this. Very sorry to hear of the loss of your daughter. This is a very nice site dedicated in her memory.
05-31-2010 3:32 AM -- By: Mom, From:
I hope you could feel my love today, well yesterday now. I went to what should have been the most awesome, amazing Lauren day ever- graduation. I can't put into words what I feel but I know I Love You and Miss You so much. Love Mom
05-05-2010 10:02 AM -- By: Mom, From:
I love & miss you Lauren Renee!!!
04-27-2010 4:38 PM -- By: Tracee Mason, From: Brimley, Michigan
Wow. This is so surreal. I cannot believe that graduation is coming up in less than a month. Just four Mondays left! Woo. :D
It's still not the same without you, though. I'm still not sure if we're going to have a chair for you, but I'm pretty positive that there will be flowers presented to whomever. I honestly hope you get these flowers. If not, I will take them to you.
Your birthday was weird, not in a bad way though. Just seemed like something was missing, ya know? I remember when you used to tell Taylor all the time that you two had the same birthday and that you were older because you were born earlier than him. Haha, good times.
All of us truly miss you, even though we don't talk about you much. I guess it's because we're not completely over this.
I love and miss you, Lauren.
Tracee Mason Class of 2010.
04-07-2010 12:21 AM -- By: mom, From:
it's hard to believe it is coming up on 2 years or that graduation is soon too. I don't plan on going to graduation, I think we will see if we can go to the bacclarat service. I don't think i can physically or emotionally do graduation i plan on being on the road somewhere. gotta go now just reread that poem below :(
03-20-2010 2:28 AM -- By: , From: S.S. Marie
The Mountain I Must Climb
The path of life has taken me, down many a winding road
And when at times, I lost my way, you'd help me share the load
You picked me up each time I fell, and wiped away the pain
I never had to wonder, if there'd be sunshine after rain
I believed in new tomorrows, that would follow yesterday
That I'd always have that second chance, for things to go my way
But today you took my child lord, and surely you must see
The agony deep within my soul, as you take her away from me
Don't you see how much I love her, this surely cannot be true
For you have so many angels lord, that live in heaven with you
She was my drink of water, my heaven here on earth
And I held and rocked and loved her, from the moment of her birth
This time you gave me a mountain lord, I don't know if I can climb
For I truly thought I'd have her, until the end of time
Will she be your special angel lord, that you could not live without?
Your plan must have good reason, of that I have no doubt
Take my heart sweet Jesus, and hold it in your hands
I surrender my child as a gift to you, if this is your command
For your father is my god almighty, who also lost his child
That we'd be saved he gave us, his lamb so meek and mild
I place her gently in your care, as angels cry with me
Take care of my baby lord, through all eternity
Please know that your daughter is smiling down on you everyday and is waiting for you to smile back at her.
03-05-2010 10:10 PM -- By: Shianne, From: South Boardman MI
HAPPY BIRTHDAY. i miss you terribly. wow i cant believe you're 18. holy moly. ive been thinking about you and all the memories you me and tosha had in our younger years. we always had fun. i miss and love you so much girl. have a great birthday up there huh.
03-05-2010 9:38 PM -- By: Patti O'Dell, From: New Berlin IL
Happy Birthday in heaven Lauren. Keep watching over your mom.
Lee, sending hugs to you and your angel Lauren on her birthday.
03-05-2010 4:36 PM -- By: Alan, From: Left behind
Lee and family,
On what would have been Lauren's 18th birthday; I wanted to stop by and place a comment into her guestbook. My son, my only child; died when he was 18. He would be almost 22 years old today.
To be taken in a car accident just when she was experiencing driving at the age of 16.......so sad. I grieve with you on this day and everyday. I still live with my depression after 3 years. It's so hard on a parent.
I don't say "Happy" with birthdays, angelversaries or holidays anymore. "Happy" would be if they were still with us.
From one parent to another that has lost their precious child;
With only memories left of them.......
03-05-2010 11:34 AM -- By: Mom, From:
My darling baby girl 18 years ago you came into to our lives and became the best daughter, friend & sister that we could have ever hoped for. Words fail me, I can't get with it, there is so much love for you -mixed in with the pain & heartache i've felt. 20 months ago my world was shattered, i've had to stand by and watch all the wonderful things that you would have been a part of or would have liked. I'm thankful for things that people have done to remember you at these times but it is just hard. It's said that God has a reason for everything and I try so hard to be patient & believe but I just can't wrap my mind around why God would do this to us. I don't understand, I try, I pray and it just hurts(But i'll keep trying). Waahhh this is getting to be a book I better get going- I love & miss you Lauren. Happy Birthday my Angel.
03-05-2010 8:21 AM -- By: Debi, From:
Happy Birthday Angel Lauren. I know that it is such a hard day for your mom today so please send her lots of your angel love. Please wrap your angel wings around mom and let her feel your love.
Lee~Please know that I am holding you close to my heart today.
Forever in our hears.
03-05-2010 2:52 AM -- By: Lori, From: Denver, CO
I am sorry for your loss of Lauren, life seems to throw us some heartache. Happy 18th angelbirthday....
02-27-2010 3:18 PM -- By: Porscha, From:
I love and miss you Lauren.
02-23-2010 4:12 PM -- By: Mom, From:
Just added a couple pictures. I Love & miss you my Dolly , I can't believe in just 10 days you would be turning 18. I miss you so much.
02-19-2010 9:01 PM -- By: Karen Jenkins, From: Navesink,NJ
Dear Lee: What a beautiful young woman your Angel
Lauren is. You have been blessed by having had her.
We have to remember the blessed time we had, some
people never get time with a beautiful child.
Karen Mom to Angel Geoff
02-05-2010 1:35 PM -- By: Mom, From:
I miss & Love you sweetie.
01-22-2010 8:32 PM -- By: Karen Jenkin, From: Navesink, NJ
A beautiful young woman too young to have died. My
prayers and blessings to you always. I am so very
sorry you walk this road of grief.
01-18-2010 7:45 PM -- By: Patty J, From: Southern IN
Thank you for sharing your pictures and memories of Lauren. I think her memorial will keep Lauren alive in the memories of all who visit.
Our sweet angels may be out of our sights, but never out of our hearts and thoughts. I truly feel that their spirits are always with us and we will be reunited one day. They are just a breath away.
Patty J (Another Grieving Parent)
01-05-2010 10:24 PM -- By: Mom, From:
A year and a half ago you left our lives but our love for you is so great that no time can reduce it or take it away. We miss you so very much Lauren. Love you always Mom & Janine
12-25-2009 2:23 AM -- By: Mom, From:
Merry Christmas my Love!!! Hope you can feel all the love I am sending your way. I Love and Miss You so very very much my Lauren. My 2nd Christmas without you here, it just doesn't seem possible. I have made a horrible mess of this Holiday, much worse than last year, my heart just isn't in it but I did decorate more this year. All I want for Christmas is impossible but since that can't be I will be just fine having a wonderful dream of you. I was so mad earlier today- I dreampt of Magenta!!! and I thought I can dream of a dog but not my daughter?! Love You much Lauren wish me luck on the dreaming
12-05-2009 11:39 PM -- By: Mom, From:
17 months ago I lost one of my Greatest Loves and not a day goes by that I don't think of her & miss her. Another Christmas is coming very quickly and all I could do was go decorate her grave. I Love You Lauren and Miss you so very much. It is snowing now so I won't be able to come to the cemetary until it snows enough for a snowmobile, I could walk but it is too scary in the woods, you know what a chicken I am.
11-21-2009 3:16 AM -- By: Gail Brown, From: Bremerton WA
Lauren life was sweet and happy. You have such nice children. I hope and pray that the Lord will comfort you and your family...Gail
11-14-2009 4:22 PM -- By: Lisa Miller, From: New York
I loved looking at your daughter's site. A sense of peace came over me as I noticed Lauren is 5 months older than my daughter and she left this earth almost 5 months earlier than my daughter. I wish you peace and happy memories. - Lisa Miller, Mom to Angel Tasia Quackenbush, Killed by a Drunk Driver, 8/8/92-11/28/08 - "Forever Sweet Sixteen"
11-12-2009 8:09 AM -- By: Mom, From:
Oh I feel so ridiculous, I had it in my head that I shouldn't be writing on here so much or going to the cemetary so often, so I haven't been. I totally missed the 16th month of note leaving and I really wanted to, so no more thinking it will be better for me not to do these things! And i'm going to the cemetary today too! Pretty soon once it snows I won't be able to come so I better get there while I can. The school dedicated the outdoor volleyball court to you & Jackie, that was really nice. I brought some of the flowers and put them in the vase. There is a plac(sp) too that is hanging on our wall, I will put it on this site soon. Iris is getting so big and adorable, I tell her about you. I miss you so so much. Oh and I started working on your scrapbook but I realized I don't have as many stickers and decorations for it as I thought I had, so I need to get some more. Been thinking about ordering your headstone, I don't know why getting it is so hard for me to do, I know probably once I do I will really like it and be relieved to have gotten it but I just have a problem doing it- we'll see. I'll have a couple more months to do it in order for it to be there in the spring.I better go before this gets any longer. I LOVE & MISS YOU my dolly.
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