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07-05-2017 11:25 PM -- By: Mom, From:
Hey love, I miss you like crazy! Another year has gone by without your sweet face, that makes 9. Seems ridiculously long to me I can't wait to see you again. We're all doing good here, we almost didn't make it to our annual trek as the road is horrible but we did it, scared the poop outta me. In a way it's okay tho, it makes it impossible to drive fast or maybe even keep people from trying to drive it. I made a really cute painted rock to place there but of course I forgot it at home. I better get going, Janine is waiting for me to watch a show. I love you.
12-24-2016 10:38 PM -- By: Mom, From:
Merry Heavenly Christmas Lauren Renee! Gosh I miss you, there are still some bad days for me, like yesterday. Poor Janine was on her own to deal with a sobbing Mom. It was ok though, I haven't really let her see my feelings about your death, so in a way, it was a moment for us. You would absolutely love her and your niece Iris! They've been a lot of what keeps me balanced. I Love You so so very much Lauren.
07-05-2016 5:08 PM -- By: Mom, From:
It's been 8 very long years my love, it still hurts. I'm learning, slowly to deal, so I don't destroy myself. I've had to change quite a bit, I still do dumb stuff but nothing that is going to take me away from your sisters. Christmas was crazy, big wind storm no power for a day, we had to stay at the resort for Christmas. We didn't get to do any of our traditions but it was ok, it's a very hard time for me. The 3 days I have a hard time with are your bday, Christmas and today. I just want to be alone but at the same time have family around. I love you Lauren. I miss and think of you all the time.
05-22-2016 11:45 AM -- By: Trisha, From: New York
May the peace of God be with the Family of Lauren. Psalm 37:39. Our loving Creator will soon end all pain and suffering and bring about beautiful conditions on the earth. Job 14:14,15. ~Sincerely
03-05-2015 10:09 PM -- By: mom, From:
Happy heavenly birthday my Lauren Renee! It was way too cold for sledding, we got together and ate like hogs, released a bday balloon and had cake. We miss you so much love, it's still inconceivable to me, that I'm never going to see you again. I feel the pain of missing you, maybe it's my belief that when I pass, we'll be together again?? Idk, maybe I'm starting to heal, that would be good for me. I've beat myself up pretty good over the years since you've been gone. Give your Nana & John's mom a hug for me. Love & miss you much.
12-24-2014 11:17 PM -- By: Mom, From:
Merry Christmas love, I love you & miss you so much. I'm sitting here listening to my chemical romance. I've been thinking about you so much as always. Sorry I couldn't make it up to decorate for any of the holidays, I'm lazy and it snowed~ that's all I got lol I wish so many things sweetie but most of all that you were here with us. Watch over us all. Love & missing you always baby doll
07-05-2014 9:43 PM -- By: mom, From:
I love you Lauren Renee. Today we had family over to our house for togetherness, hot dogs & smores. Oh yeah, Aunt Esther brought some lemon sours that she said she use to get you all the time. Couldn't make it to the beach, Momma was tired plus it was crazy windy and cold. Was relieved to see that our things we put at the accident site are still there, things from the first 4 yrs were taken by someone. You & Nana watch over us. I love & miss you my dolly.
03-05-2014 8:02 PM -- By: , From:
Happy 22nd birthday with the angels, Lauren. God bless your family.
03-05-2014 3:09 AM -- By: Mom, From:
Well, it is your bday and im laying here thinking of you as always, special days are hard. I miss everything about you dolly, I wonder who you'd be if you were here? college, job, family? so many questions. watch over us my love. we love and miss you so much Lauren.
03-05-2014 2:55 AM -- By: Ron, From: Westminster Ca.
Sorry for your lose, Laurens memorial is very nice it looks like she was a beautifull person !
12-24-2013 11:54 PM -- By: Mom, From:
Merry Christmas Eve my angel:) I love you & miss you so much. Sorry I didn't make it up to decorate this year, it is just so far to walk and so cold this year. I hope that you and Nana are out doing good things for those in need. WE LOVE YOU PRINCESS. Watch over us my darling.
11-22-2013 1:34 AM -- By: Samantha St.Onge, From:
07-05-2013 11:02 PM -- By: Mom, From:
I love you so very much & miss you! We went to the beach today, like we did last year and it was nice. Odd thing tho, I have this charm on my necklace that says Lauren, when we first got there John brought the cake and handed me the charm. I didn't realize it was even missing, so later on I go to feel my necklace and it's gone again. Well I don't know where it went because I did not move from the spot I was sitting at until afterwards when I was looking. Maybe it was meant to be found by someone else, who might need a little uplifting? Sad tho as I only have a Renee heart on my necklace now, well that and the lady bug and your locket. Better get moving gotta go to work in a bit. Love you always <3
06-24-2013 3:38 PM -- By: , From:
5 years almost. That is a really long time to not have seen you.
03-05-2013 10:53 PM -- By: Mom, From:
I am in a funk this year, so we didn't do a whole lot for your bday. I know had you been here we all would have been very hung over. We did go to the cemetary, which I will always do, until it's just not possible for me to do. Us girls went to dinner together, me & Jbug are going to watch Friends when we go to bed. We had wanted to go sledding again this year but Iris has a cold and I just couldn't get my butt in gear. This year must be the year of the big thinks, instead of action. I just wanted to be alone with my thoughts of you. Midnight came and I thought, she should be walking into the casino with me, sitting next to me doing a shot! It's been a weird year so far. I Love You, I am still working on my grief, for the most part I do ok, I still get caught in the guilt and I will always miss you. I owe my being able to cope to medication, not sure what a mess I would be without it. Whew this is getting long. I Love & Miss You My Dolly. Hope You & Nana are doing great things on your Heavenly Birthday.
03-05-2013 1:09 PM -- By: Michelle, From: St. Charles, IL
So sorry for your loss and you have to endure another birthday without your beauiful daughter. My daughter was also killed in a single car accident. She was alone as well. Her birthday is March 10th. I hope Julie and Lauren have met in heaven. God Bless.
12-25-2012 1:27 AM -- By: Mom, From:
Merry Christmas love. I haven't been on here much, not at thanksgiving, not my bday, it's not due to me not thinking about you. You're always in my thoughts. It's almost been 4-1/2 years and it still hurts so bad, I miss you! It literally hurt to come to this site, it appears that this holiday is a bit harder than i thought it would be. Just can't get into it. I hope your zipping around up there helping with all the angel babies & kids. Give love to nana & john's mom for me. I Love & Miss You.
10-22-2012 12:13 AM -- By: , From:
While on fb I saw a search engine for bing saying how you can look yourself up and I clicked it and it listed this website. I have never been on here, but its really nice to see pictures.
10-03-2012 12:13 AM -- By: mom, From:
so my dolly we are in our new house for the 2nd night, and it is so fricken hard, i feel like i am leaving you. i know that seems ridiculous bcuz i know you're w/your nana bolles and your ok. like i wrote before, i hate that she died but i do feel a certain peace knowing someone who knows & loves you is w/you. it's just going to be hard for a while and i will cry a lot but i feel it's the right thing. you know even after 4 years sometimes i still smell flowers in your room. there were so many after your funeral and i didn't know what to do w/them so i ut them all in there until i had the guts to bring them to the hosp. & the cemetary and to family. I have this awful habit of putting things off that are going to hurt me... like your headstone- I have so many ideas for one...one that isn't bought and just like so many others even while they're nice i want it unique and i want to do it or have it made from my ideas. idk sounds lame put into words but there it is. I love & miss you so much!!!
07-05-2012 7:02 PM -- By: Mom, From:
we just got back from the beach. I figured it was fitting, since you loved the beach. We started last yr and went to the narrows, this yr it was big pines. It was nice. I can't believe it's been 4 yrs, i've missed you so much my love. Say hi to Nana Bolles for me and thanks as I know without a doubt, she is there with you. Love you much.
05-28-2012 11:18 PM -- By: Mom, From:
Love, Love, Love you Lauren!!!! And miss you so much. Went to the cemetary today and put another flower in and all the little pretties. I need to get off my duff and get making a headstone type thing but you know what a procrastinator I am. I think i'm at a place now, emotionally, that I can...it's only almost been 4 yrs but the hurt has been pretty bad and I so want it to be beautiful and I want to make it. That way every few years, I can make something different. G2G ILY LRB
03-14-2012 2:02 AM -- By: Mom, From:
I Love You! Tosha & I just found out that your Nana is with you now. While I am sad to hear of her passing, I am glad that such a wonderful person is now there with you. Miss you lots.
03-07-2012 2:40 AM -- By: Mom, From:
Well i've been sitting here staring at this screen for a while now....I know I haven't been here in a while to write anything, I wanted to for valentines day and shortly after midnight on your birthday but I just couldn't. It's been hard lately...the missing you. All the feelings rumbling around inside me, it's scary for me I don't know- I take my pills and hope for the best. I still think about you all the time & miss you very much but sometimes I think "ok Lee lets think about what your feeling, maybe you shouldn't push yourself too far". I did bring some pretty (fake) flowers to the cemetary on your bday :) Then we just all hung out together, went sledding and out to eat. Love you very much Lauren and miss you like crazy. Sorry this is late love.
01-05-2012 2:38 PM -- By: Mom, From:
Love & Miss you my dolly.
12-20-2011 2:34 PM -- By: Mom, From:
Love you princess. Gonna start Christmas baking and really wished you were here to hang out. I miss you so much, tonight is Janine's program and it all should be shared with you. So watch over us and know we love and miss you very much.
11-26-2011 12:52 AM -- By: Mom, From:
ooooohhhh i miss you so much!! Went to the cemetary and put some decorations up, not much but its cute. Prob won't be back up til march. Not gonna lie, holidays are hard, my bday is hard. Thinking of you always, love you much.
10-27-2011 2:30 PM -- By: Mom, From:
Sorry for not writing in a while, this time of the year bothers me. The holidays are coming, pretty soon I won't be able to go to the cemetary, I remember loving winter- snow angels, catching snowflakes on our tongues, being grossed out by you girls and the eating of snow :)) Need to get my bulbs in pretty soon or there won't be spring flowers. I miss you. I'll be sure to eat a ridiculous amount of candy ;-) I LOVE YOU
09-06-2011 1:27 AM -- By: Mom, From:
It's been so long sweetie and I miss you so so so much. 39 months and i still feel so empty. I better get my tush off here, Janine's 1st day of 3rd grade is coming at me pretty fast. Love & Miss you Lauren Renee Bolles <3
08-27-2011 1:53 PM -- By: Mom, From:
well this for some odd reason is hard. I am getting ready to go see your girl lynnette and give her your bag w/ur pics on it, she leaves for college today. I figured she could use it and am sure you wouldn't mind. I put some crunched up ramens in there too in case she needs a snack while studying and some gummy snacks bcuz everyone needs those. I know she'll do great but watch over her. I love & miss you Lauren Renee!!!
07-05-2011 8:55 PM -- By: Debi and Angel Cassandra, From:
Lee and Beautiful Angel Lauren~~3 years...sometimes it feels like a lifetime and other times it feels like yesterday.
Lauren~you are so loved and so missed by your family and so many others..Your mom keeps your memory alive in so many of us. I hope you will reach down and wrap your soft angel wings around your mom as you place an angelic kiss on her cheek.
Lee~I know how hard this is and how hard each and everyday can be, please know I am here if you ever need someone.
Forever in our hearts.
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